Saturday, December 12, 2009 1:32 PM
going town alone later... since everybody is either unavailable or planning to stay at hm over weekend. super down... but i gotta zhen4 zuo4, just go town myself la...
scared ppl kidnap meh... not 1st time going out alone ma... thou it has been quite a long time...
since 2 weeks earlier i went for a haircut at novena... due to kena ps last minute... y everytime change of plans??? my colleague asked me,"whaa... ur fren everytime like that, u can tahan ar?!" "used to it already ar...." but come to think of it... sometimes really very sian... so down..
am i going japan with this kindly of pathetic loneliness feeling..
ystd out with ws for dinner was a unproductive day, nthn was done... py unable to meet us due to her papa had a relapse... ... so told her go home str8 la...
i should have went to work just now... how i wish office is just next to my hse.. its a saturday and dun haf to work today... but somehow i woke up in the morning... shouldnt it be afternoon???
i needa go town... nobody can pei me.. now i realise... no i had already realised long ago... but aiyo... so down... super down...
this is not a good yr for seymin..
no satisfaction on my work.
no improvement in my japanese.
no ties in my cliques.
no much savings in my bank.
no idea what is going on this year...
goodbye 2009... u left with only 20days...
