吾唯足知

Tuesday, July 31, 2007 1:42 AM

looking forward to the gathering though theres only 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 of us.
mind-drift for a few moments during lecture today cux of the gathering.
supposed the main purpose is to meet up JH ba..
cux among all, JH is the rarest to meet all this while.
well, gathering postponed to Thursday. go watch PY n CL's match.

Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:30 PM

something just strike mi....

ya.. Kaiwen's slippers.
Now then i realized he wore slippers out on Friday. The very first time since dunno when...

Saturday, July 28, 2007 10:21 PM

a meet up with lateh ppl and peiye on a friday night.
a sight of a NS man called yan also
a trip to mt faber on mini's car
a road block by a Police man called xxx
a pessimist who thot nthn will happen if she dun go out
2 songs sang by chiang han which i gotten it from peiye
a promise i made to myself which i dunno i will break
a start of a story of a pessimist which i look forward to

can i only meet my friends after i grad?

Thursday, July 26, 2007 1:33 PM

tried jason's butter fried rice. and i tink i seriously failed. super smelly. i dun dare to try la.

4:57 AM

finally done with my management assignment.
1500-2000 words. i seriously think i've got about 2500. given the extent of laziness of Chee Hong kia, aka Bragger King i've seen so far, he surely find my essay to long de lor. surely de lor.

sian... he is e only lecturer that spoils my studious plan.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007 5:00 AM

just finished watching 1 litre of tears(based on true story i supposed-did see the real girl's photos after the drama), a Japanese drama which i supposed to watch since last year. Did not watch partly because i am afraid i will cry a lot after watching that. But accidentally saw it on Channel56 just now when i was doing my management assignment. and indeed, its saddening.

read here for more about the drama

感想は：
why i lived till 20 years old still don't know what i want? its sad to see people trying hard to live each and everyday, while i am just idling through my life. i have high expectations in myself. and yet, i did not or had not strive to do my very best... compared to people like 木藤亜也 Aya Kito. everyday is an EMO for me, taking everyone for granted. yah, maybe there are people who had taken me for granted too.

i was thinking... since i can give my prawns and fish balls away(i eat, but i rather give someone who appreciate more than i do). can i give my life away? since its a waste live just to use up resources. sadly, i couldn't. that's why i am still here. still thinking about my future. blank blank. but if i am from a rich family, i will donate myself to the charity, working as volunteer to help those who are longing to live. but too bad, i am from a poor family and the whole family depends on my papa's $1600 every month. and to think my ITT lecturer said he will not be able to survive if he is not able to earn $10000 a month. life is funny, isn't it? people dying trying hard to live, while people living finding ways to die. the rich gets richer while the poor will always get poorer.

Still, there are some miracles like Joanne "Jo" Rowling She was a poor single mama before her first publish of HP. but maybe its that she had her goals for life, that's why shes doing great now.

So, before people commit suicide, why don't they go spend their life working as a volunteer to help others till the day they die. Or maybe they can go donate their organs than crashing them from high storeys. Humans are selfish. INDEED. i am one too.

Monday, July 23, 2007 8:44 PM

BLUME SERIES-3 new colours

1:05 AM

today

a 100% ♀ must have:
long hair
pretty
clean/neat
dress/skirt
make up(unless ur a 200% chic)

a 100%　♂ must have:
cool hairstyle
handsome/rich
anything
appropriate
up to u

god says

a 100% ♀ is:
feminine

a 100% ♂ is:
masculine

the saddest thing after i wrote this is that
i belong to nowhere

i am an animal
meow

12:44 AM

got some pirated DVDs a month ago.

watch UDON ystd, or rather last morning til 7am.
e UDON looked 他媽的 delicious.
farking tempted.

Thought of watching Spider Lilies.
cux i like 梁洛施 's song.
but its a ///\\\/\/\/\ de movie.
i wan a ||||||||| one.
rather sensitive.
don't know why people tend to categorize mi that way.
just becux of the way i dress?
sianitized.

back to what i actually wanted to say.
was rather sad for i could not see the director's name on that Spider Lilies PDVD.
only two names i found on it which was ... n ...(u guys noe aniwae)
the market had been ruined by all this fucking shits..
now they don't even bother to put the director's namae on the cover.

Sunday, July 22, 2007 2:34 PM

i am |

i am not a /

Tuesday, July 17, 2007 5:07 PM

seriously i had planned to go SP for Jason's 3on3 since yesterday. But i end up blogging in front of my lappy at home. wahahaa.. the thought of having to squeeze in the train when going home just turn me off totally... hee.. if i owned my own MRT... owning.. -_-

Sunday, July 15, 2007 5:02 PM

Puyo Fever~

shigu-fav chara

180 degree rotation

puyo in water

Saturday, July 14, 2007 4:16 AM

a 'farewell' lateh session for YAN
i supposed this is the one and only perfect lateh clique の全家福
and seriously la.. jason look so gayish
and i feel so unisex

diarrhoea. die real. almost died. really.

1:24 AM

i dunno whether i had mention this in my blog before.

i happened to read about a psychological test on papers sometime back. It's a test about the future with your current boyfriend. Though i don't have one, i just browse through the questions. Got stuck at the very first question which was asking:

"What is your boyfriend's reaction when you talk to him about your ambition?"

"ooh, come on... don't be silly" (1pt)
"ooo i see.. ____ is a good job." (2pt)
"wow.. u got to work hard for it. i believe you can do it!" (3pt)

i found out that the higher score you get, the stability of the relationship will be stronger.

but think of this situation....

GF:" xxx, my ambition is to be a mascot in some theme park. putting on big weird costumes, and yet no one can see my face. blablabla..."

BF:" ________________________________________" (fit in 1., 2., 3. stated above)

in this case, if BF said 3. to his GF... i think the GF will be ????

Friday, July 13, 2007 2:24 PM

too many things to do
too little time to spare
my time management shucks

recently have lots of novels to read.
PSP puyo pop fever 15th anniversary.
busy with my management assignment.

1:17 AM

PERFECTIONISM

完美主义

かんぜんしゅぎ

it a bad idea for a pisces to be a perfectionist.
pisces think too much

pisces like to dream

things will not turn out to be perfect at the end of the day

due to the excessively thinking which only leads to congestion

perfectionism pisces leads to inefficiency: 80%

Thursday, July 12, 2007 2:30 AM

found this text online while doing my assignment.

There are distinct differences between the speech patterns in a man and those in a woman. A woman speaks between 22,000 and 25,000 words a day whereas a man speaks between 7,000 and 10,000.

The reason for this lies in the wiring of a man's and woman's brains. When a man talks, his speech is located in the left side of the brain but in no specific area. When a woman talks, the speech is located in both hemispheres and in two specific locations.

This means that a man talks in a linear, logical and compartmentalised way, features of left-brain thinking; whereas a woman talks more freely mixing logic and emotion, features of both sides of the brain. It also explains why women talk for much longer than men each day.

though i had know the fact that woman speaks a lot more than man, i did not expect the reason behind is the following above. well, ....... now i understand why man has the tendency to keep most of his feelings, or emotions inside his mind.

一日不如一日

Wednesday, July 11, 2007 2:30 AM

幸福的人最美

Tuesday, July 10, 2007 3:07 AM

今时不同往日

Monday, July 9, 2007 6:40 AM

a harry potter dream..
beginning with lots of really beautiful stars, an unknown language, a wonderful flying experience just beside the galaxy, to my former primary school site, tiring flying-training on the broom, horrible ghost n monster haunting, exhausting chasing and hiding, till the end where i left my primary school through the "sepak takraw" court.
and yet somehow it repeat again from the beginning to the end.

seriously... the stars really beautiful.. if i can dream of it again, i will bring my cam along. haa..
i tot i was in the movie.
but really tired.
haaha

Saturday, July 7, 2007 2:45 AM

can't bear to part...

many things and ppl and memories that seymin can't bear to part or forget.

这不是我想要的。
如果一切都能看得开，放得下。。。
虽然会变成一个没有感情的人，但我更不希望自己是一个感情用事，活在过去的人。

Thursday, July 5, 2007 3:46 AM

Mr Raj- my Econs lecturer described us as maggie mee..
A level students took 2years to finish their Econs, while we take only half a year.

everything is moving fast in Singapore.. sooner or later all will become maggie mee.

Tuesday, July 3, 2007 11:32 PM

a conversation with dad in the evening

爸爸：“敏啊。。。你读书那里，一般有差不多几个人？”

敏：“不知道。。。我去学校是看白板，不是看人的。”

honestly, i really don't know. i din even 正眼 look at them.

11:10 PM

what i want to be?

deep in my heart... i think in my brain, not heart. to work, means to be working in an office. secretary, accountant, whatever shit.. just in office will do. thats what i thought since i was very young. but i don't have the guts to wear formal. skirt. bleah...
recently had been thinking... maybe a tour guide will be fine... something to do with the traveling line de. but.. i am more to a loner than to a normal human being. sometimes i doubt i have the ability to take up this job?!
i wish i can be a... novelist. i had been reading at 1 book a day since dunno when.. i envy those novelist.. LOL... maybe should try it out one day.. (one day definitely not enough) this is the dream of LONER min.
and my ambitionS. was working in 7-11, and also be a mascot in theme park. 7-11 for its 24hrs. and i want to try working in the midnight shift. but since i had work in cedele(i miz yanti, naz, saf,lynn, +++ even sze nee) in airport.. i had given up in 7-11 liao. mascot.. should try it out one day.
also.. i wanted to work as a volunteer in orphanage. cum go overseas help animal.-i forgot the site to it liao. but anyway, this shall be accomplish in later years. mux save up $$ 1st.
ooya... zoo keeper. sounds fun.. how can an animal dislike an animal.. wonders how my mama gave birth to this animal...

Monday, July 2, 2007 8:39 PM

time table mess..

actually tot i no nid go sch todae, as i din get the table from chee wei.

but he ask mi go look for Lucas Lee (Student Service Coordinator) today. so i went in the morning to school and ask him to give me the timetable.. he aizai.. gif mi a DTHD1 0703A.

after attending my marketing class by Abdul Raoof, i went home, and received e DTHD2 0703A time table which was supposed to reach by last Friday.

early evening, was slping. and i received a call from Chee Wei. he was saying that i shld be in class B, not class A..

WTH.. i received 2 time table, 1 is DTHD2, e other 1 is DTHD1. and now i got probs wif class A and Class B.. peng..

i msg Chee Wei at 7. he called n send mi my CORRECT time table at 8+.. finally...
n my class is confirmed.. DTHD2 0703A Class B. fucked..

5:48 PM

what i learn from the marketing lecturer today..

e process of learning

dunno that u dunno
know that u dunno
dunno that u know
know that u know

the lecturer got nthn betta to sae.. i guessed so... i will either blow my top or top the class, if the other students go on giggling, and chatting non-stop in the class. class not bored.. how i wish that its longer so everyting end earlier...

if life is all about sleeping, slacking and studying only, life will be a boring shit. maybe life is just a piece of boring shit.

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i dun wanna stay at hm.. mommy suffering frm HBP, yet my little bro always has his own ways to make her angry... and mommy herself oso very capable of making herself angry.. my hse is always full of noise.. i wan peace, yet there isnt any.. i luv and hate this farking hse n e ppl livin inside.. if lyk wat my mama sae, throw ppl down the window... it will be cool if the whole family jux jump down lyk this.. we got no contributions to the society, and perhaps we can jux contribute a whole cover page of newspaper headline, and articles.
or maybe each of my family member can donate one of this.. cornea(hope tt im nt wrong), voice, ear n watever.. peace... i wan silent pEace.. something which i could not get even when i am slping. this is the farking hell seymin is living in.. u wun n u dun haf, or maybe u jux dun bother to ustd...
a human being who is determine to earn her own money, and return what she shld return to her parents, and give her bro some education school fees, and buy a flat for herself when shes 35, and migrate to somewhere peaceful when she is old enuf. if she is still healthy at 38, she will adopt a child from a orphanage. if she is weak n dying, maybe... she dunno...

Sunday, July 1, 2007 5:42 PM

life is a boring shit when everyone is busy with their stuffs, and you find that you have nothing to do. and yet, when you are busy at work, everyone is busy hanging out with the others. why is that the timing everytime buay zhun?

shiTmin