its about makaning

• actually gg for buffet wif bear n st at dragongate today de. but bear last min got trg, so hafta postpone my dim sum massacre.

• sh jio pepper lunch nxt week, though i am broking, but i still look forward to it.

• jason jio supper, cux ling driving today. actualli reject cux stomach cramp. (my MC finally comes, but i still haven eat dao the food in my "wishlist".) n since j sae that yan out today, i jiu on. but due to e uncontactable py, n slping-liao-le-de kw, decide to postpone again. i was super gianned n hungried by the temptation of food. slp in the noon w/o breakfast, and wake up at 9pm, til now haven eat dinner.

• mama is trying to killing mi softly. haha.. she had been cooking the purple brownish rice for the family. these kinda rice is healthier than those white ones.. and oso more ex. i nv thot i will miz e white rice be4. but now i am missing them. imagine, mama cook fried rice wif that kinda rice. turn mi off. n i went to the kitchen to look for food just now, n to c the purple brownish rice in porridge-form. eeeks..

• haf chocolate to prevent my cramp. and felt better for 15min. and its cramping again. fuck sia. y MC come, stomach will cramp? y not the hair cramp? at least hair cramp, i dun feel the aching. haa

• overnite veggies wif pork. - end up thats the oni food i makaned. -_-

• liang told mi to makan "plaster" at the prata shop near junjie hse.
  

• yar.. did i tell u guys i will not be eating KFC for the rest of my life??
  

i think i am going to be a novel king. i had finish 3 novels today. think i can finish 5-6 by the morning when i go to slp.

距離，一種人與人之間的感染力，或許是所謂的存在感。有時候感覺一個人，找不到自己，不知道自己存在的意義，仿佛所有在乎的人都在時間流失的瞬間遺忘了你的存在。感覺整個世界離自己很遙遠，遙遠到一種失去了知覺，失去了掌控理智的能力。也許是自覺性太強烈，也或許是心機太重，在冥冥之中已經被潛意識吞蝕。也就是這樣子，才會有這樣子的一個我。

yeah!!!!!!!! i lost track of time liao... i thot today is wednesday. faster start school la.. rotting..

i still haven return kw's library book ehh..
i still haven eat pizza rosemary fondue.
i still haven go for my pepper lunch
i still haven go IMM for the subway free 6"inch sandwich.
i still haven go for my sakae buffet.
i still haven go cancel my membership in BBDC to get back my $108.
my MC still haven come.
i still haven buy the Ben & Jerry Ice Cream.
and ya... wtf... i still cannot figure out how to play worms la

just finish dl a new game-> Harvest Moon: Boy & Girl

hahah.. lame one.

it started wif a scene with shooting star.
den conversation
Boy: a shooting star... what did u wish for?
Girl: i wished for free meals and free drinks... ha ha ha...
Boy: Btw, can i borrow some money from you?
......Girl shaked her head.
Girl: Nvm... U & I dun look like we haf money...
Boy: U haf a great smile... Ur eyes r smiling. U're not shallow. Being shallow is not good. i dunno where u come from and where u're gg, but ur future is bright. ..... good smile. i dunno wat i'm talkin about.

cant imagine i gonna play this kinda game.. haa.. suits mi though..

Boy: some of e greatest tings in e world are made from ppl's silly ideas. tats y they are fun.
what? i'm poetic? ... i cant help myself. but i'm not a true poet. i dun write anyting down.

den suddenly... thunder..

Boy: Looks like a storm is coming. it will be pretty bad. .. but dun worry, ur future is waiting for u. u r still young. and u dun owe anyting to anyone. live freely.
Girl: Me? U mean... me?? I owe myself a lot of things. but i think i can pay my own dues. now, time to go to bed.

seriously, i am fallin in love with this game.
oo ya.. i forgot to tell u guys.. i was told that this is a RPG game. ha ha ha...

my holidays start with a haix and i can see it ending with a haix too

i feel like a polar bear. dunno what to do when the environment changes.
this is a macro-environment problem- cannot change one la.....

angered by papa ystd. i purposely separated the garbage bag into 2, whereby 1 is to dump rubbish, and the other is to dump all the paper stuffs. end up leh, my dear papa stuffed the box into the rubbish bin, and the A4 size envelope and letters he place it aside with the newspapers. and the worst, he used my big plastic garbage bag which i had dedicated for the RECYCLED PAPERS to dump dirty rubbish. wahh kao... demoralized

today went JP with mama. i c her go out lyk take so many plastic bags sia. i kip reminding her about the trees, and the arctic ice and the polar bears, monkeys and pandas. she bth mi, but i think she managed to understand a little. hopefully she did. she was saying the plastic carrier for the mooncake is very thick, NTUC should have used this kinda thick plastic. but i was thinking, if NTUC had used this kinda thick plastic, arctic may have melted a few years ago.

seriously i think ministry of environment or the NEA shld send ppl to collect rubbish at sim lim and funan.. so many papers there ehh.. the papers can be used to recycle lo.. save a few more monkeys la.. i mean animals. lyk tt oso no need burn so much rubbish ma... dun burn so much jiu lessen the harm on global warming jiu slow down the melting of the ice, den jiu can slow down the decreasing of the polar bears and other wildlife..


jux do wat u can do to help.
dunno wat the fark is human doing to the earth
earning money, seizing power, higher standard of living

PMS..

with my current mood, i've decide to stay at home for this coming holiday!
then can save up lotsa $$$.
can save up the 65cents of bus fare and about $5 & above de makan $$.
told kw i am immune to shopping liao. seriously immune liao.
immune to new keitai, immune to clothings.
except a ear phone which i hope can tahan til jan2008.

seriously.. guilty of myself spending too much in the past.
i thot of adopting an animal from WWF. -so called donating la...
and also some to the children bla bla thing. - for those who live in the war, or born wif HIV
read a book ystd. the ratio of US(i supposed so if i am not wrong), they had spent a ratio of 30:1 on the $$$ for war and donation for these ppl.
they choose to hurt more ppl for their power in the world.

the book i read in kino buay zhun. it says there are only 120 pandas left nia. but the WWF stated that there are 1600 left. but anyway, really not nice to see them extinct in this world. panda grow up with me eh.. end up if they all left the world b4 mi jiu not nice liao.

i post i post i post post post

ok...
now mama oso dun wan mi liao.

for nthn she dun wan tok to mi.. ystd after i wake up at 530pm. be4 that was fine de la.
i was asking her some stuffs. n find her not replying mi. so i turn to ask my younger bro.
told her not to cook my dinner be4 i went out. she did not reply as usual.
and now she blame me for not eating the leftovers when she purposely left some, and i thot are for my bro.
told her i did tell her not to cook. and she sae i din.
i told her that i did but shes not replying to my questions at all ystd.
and what i get is “因为你讲话的态度让我不想跟你讲话。”

i dun rmb quarreling with her. or giving her attitude.
fark.. no mood study liao.
FUCK

****specially dedicated for shuhua despite the fact that i still haven't finish my notes on Econs.

something that can turn a big sis off at home.
the younger brother who only cares about his food and online games
and another who seriously don't know how to manage his time

maybe they do have a sister who thinks she is right all the time..
but i seriously couldnt find any reason for the little one to use the laptop to play games when i need to use it to study.
seriously... children age from 8-13 suckx.

"Every person, all the events of your life are there because you have drawn them there. What you choose to do with them is up to you."
-Richard Bach

"Man is made or unmade by himself. By the right choice he ascends. As a being of power, intelligence, and love, and the lord of his own thoughts, he holds the key to every situation."
-James Allen

i luv my family.
but i dun wan a bro who takes tings for granted.
i dun wan a bro hu oni noe how to slp and hang ard wif his gf
i wan my own room.
i wan my own laptop.
i wan to spend my own money.
i think i would rather stay in the farm, rather than in a hdb flat.

i still cnnt find my existance in this house.
papa last tym sae the house is lyk a hotel to us.
thinking back, i think he is right.
the hotel last tym i stayed was ritz-calrton.
it seems lyk hotel 81 to mi now.

at least 3 daes a week, he will bring his gal home, and stuck in the room for nthn.
i got no comment about his gf. shes polite.
k.. couples luv to cuddle tgt and bla bla bla.
perhaps i got to make an agreement wif him..
mux make appointment wif mi be4 he need to bring the ger home.
so that i can try my best to stay out of the room, out of the house.

i tried to accommodate with him. but end up leh..
i did not slp the day be4 cux study for exam.
and when i head back home right after exam, and decide to slp after shower.
the moment i step into the house n see my beloved bro,
he said,"y u everytime come home so early when xxx is coming?"
so what the fark??!!!
what am i to him???
the atm when he lost money...
the wardrobe when i got the money to buy new clothes.
thats all...
now i am penniless.
i am nothing. but i gooseberry.
haha...
i swear, he is not my bro. from now on.

i random.. suddenly dunno y i go read about the history of japanese emperors from 1139 to 1185. 46 years, from Emperor Konoe was the 76th emperor, Emperor Antoku was the 81st. total 6 emperors and most died before 20. can someone tell me why? Emperor Antoku was drowned together with his grandma. Other than that leh... wth sia

sian..
i am rotting..
i feel sleepy ehh..
yan gonna POP, i gonna har gaw.
timing is wrong everytime sia.........

poly ppl holiday-i busy with proj
yan POP, while poly ppl still holiday- i busy with exam
poly ppl go bac sch, yan end his holiday- i holyday

wahkao

Wake up at 4am. Just in time to catch University. Steam my water dumplings and “toast” my bak kwa poh piah. Aiyo~ still not bad eat wor~

Mama was listening to FM97.2 this morning, and I happened to hear an advertisement on Anlene. It was saying trees may collapse due to strong wind, b’coz the inner side of the tree trunk is already rot and makaned by worms. This goes the same for human bones. There are 2 layers of bones for human, with the inner side weaker and more vulnerable than the outer bone. Therefore, Anlene comes out with a special formula for with more calcium to help prevent human from getting hurt easily. Blah blah blah..

Hee.. got one image pop up my mind when I heard this advertisement.

……………a lady pouring milk at the trees then the trees will also become strong lor..

……..cold…….

i had a dream.
very ridiculous but err one..

i dreamt that i playin cards with KW and Jason. n some i cannot rmb.
den other side got ppl play mahjong.
den i kip losing, den i wan go home.
den i go out, with some girls. cnnt recall liao.
den i saw my 5th n 6th shu gong. n yuhua. n the Ian in my class.
den when i tk lift go down. my class de Samantha n her fren oso inside. i wif someone. but 4got hu.
den lift spoil. jam awhile. den were at the basement. basement door cannot open when lift spoil. LOL
den jiu LL wait see if lift hao liao ma.
den den den i see joseph and rabnick. haha..
den got one male teacher in JSS.
den i jiu wake liao.

kaiwen is zai man... meanin steady de man.

hahah.. no la.. he is router man..

yeaah man

xiao jing teng sing superman nice ehh

haa..
forgot to inform u guys...

mama actually didnt cancel off my scv.

but seems like we will cancel off next month

i will be graduating on 16th Jan 2008 !!!
haha.. fast ehh..

omg.. my tears start flowing when the show started for less than 1 min.

something i forgot to tell u guys.
hahah

mummy nv cancel off my current hobby: SCV

^^

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i wish
i wish
i wish
i wish i've got a room of my own, a private space where no one can disturb.

suddenly got the urge to get a job so i can earn money and build my own space out of this house.

hate my bro bringing his gf to the house during sunday. last sunday also like that. this sun day also like that. every sunday wake up either by their giggling or by handphone's ringring. turn off. i slept at 8am today, ended up awake at 1pm. wth.. the most buay tahan thing is that i gotta bear with my bro's gentle voice to his gf. yyy people have to gek their voice when they talking to their love ones. dun c my bro gek his voice when he tok to mom. sian. shifted to the living room hoping that i can rest here peacefully with the 2lovebirds in the bedroom. end up mama called and said she will be back soon.
afterall, this house belongs to this family. not mine.

some ppl lives in big houses with plenty of empty rooms.
some ppl lives in the streets yearning for just a shelter.
mi lives with the family, perhaps taking them for granted, but i still yearning for my own room.

every single human being on earth has their very own destiny, you can choose to work hard, you can also choose to give up. hope everyone will work hard for the sake of tomorrow.

recently alot of shows promoting tours to other countries such as taiwan, korea, thailand bla bla blaa..
c liao super gian ar..

when will i get to go overseas leh?

do u know?
seymin had not been to any other countries before? not even Msia hor! lol..
why i choose to take the tourism course leh? noobshit

haiyoyo.. today is meiji day. many people went to the meiji factory. isn't it cool?! bear n her bro, Jinjian n his mama n mama's fren, shuting, my mama, and her kakis. but in the end.. wahahaha.. i never go. so xiuwen also cannot go. LOL...

dreamt of Stanley Huang, and his dunno where come out de son, and this disgusted grey cat. the cat swallowed the kid's arm. den pui out again. fuckinly disgusted.

went bear hse for mahjong with weishu n kaiwen. i climbed 20storeys of stairs to bear's hse. cux lazy to wait for lift during peak hours. hmm.. den ya.. lost again. perhaps down on my luck, and also with my lousy skills.... so die lo...

penniless liao. from today til 21 sept. i will close door repair chain. and also store some $$$ for future mahjong n buffet.

shuhua, can u rmb to remind mi to wish u happi birthdae on 2ndsept 1158pm??

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