something which i am different from my other friends.
-as time passes, their social circle becomes bigger, while mine becomes smaller and smaller.
seymin is still not good in maintaining friendship. this is seriously serious seriousness.

i remembered when i was in Sec 2, my bro went for his Sec 1 orientation on the first 3 days. i saw him standing alone by the side, not talking to anyone of his new classmates. back at home, i told him to try getting along with his friends, its time to get new friends, and they will be with you for at least 4-5years. hmm, and if i wasn't wrong, jianhui was his 1st friend made in JSS. and now, he got lots of friends, and a girlfriend. he will never has no place to go, and i supposed my brother is indeed a good friend to have.

when i was in primary 1, i dare not run anywhere during recess. i tag along with my partner everywhere she go, until 1 fine day she asked me to stop following her. her name was meiqi. she went to JSS, then ITE, now, heard mama says that meiqi is in poly. good for her. mama know this because meiqi's mama told her when they met. i feel sorry for mama. haha.. why? i am simply feeling ashame studying in MDIS. but this is the route i choose. what to do. mama did not say anything, but i dun like other aunties "bully" my mama. i've got a good mama. and a good papa. ok!

i dunno how i went through my secondary school life. i dunno when i become such a lame idiotic babi. life was just about playing basketball, and playing basketball. one thing i hate about JSS is that everything revolves around basketball. i missed the chance to go ST JOHN CAMP because i had a basketball tournament during one of the three days. when all my other friends come back, they had lots of fun. but, i experienced none of them. JSS bball players are robots. must get champion in zone, in national, must train 3-4 days a week, yet still want us to score well for exams. they should have get those students with IQ 180 to join basketball during the CCA selection, since we all most learn basketball from scratch in Sec 1. but, i still loves my teammates, my coach and the times in had in school.

i wanted to work in a travel agency. but i somehow got a problem with myself. how can one who had never board on an aeroplane, never been out of singapore at all to work in an travel agency. i know nuts about all this. whahha.. my 21st birthday wish is to celebrate alone with me, myself and i out of singapore.

something i find out, or i can say, something i have to force myself to face. looks.. ya... looks... ur face. the face really mean a lot. regardless at work, or in your own social circle. especially for girls. guys also, but still girls are more crucial. see the following equation: