Friday, September 14, 2007 11:05 PM
i luv my family.
but i dun wan a bro who takes tings for granted.
i dun wan a bro hu oni noe how to slp and hang ard wif his gf
i wan my own room.
i wan my own laptop.
i wan to spend my own money.
i think i would rather stay in the farm, rather than in a hdb flat.
i still cnnt find my existance in this house.
papa last tym sae the house is lyk a hotel to us.
thinking back, i think he is right.
the hotel last tym i stayed was ritz-calrton.
it seems lyk hotel 81 to mi now.
at least 3 daes a week, he will bring his gal home, and stuck in the room for nthn.
i got no comment about his gf. shes polite.
k.. couples luv to cuddle tgt and bla bla bla.
perhaps i got to make an agreement wif him..
mux make appointment wif mi be4 he need to bring the ger home.
so that i can try my best to stay out of the room, out of the house.
i tried to accommodate with him. but end up leh..
i did not slp the day be4 cux study for exam.
and when i head back home right after exam, and decide to slp after shower.
the moment i step into the house n see my beloved bro,
he said,"y u everytime come home so early when xxx is coming?"
so what the fark??!!!
what am i to him???
the atm when he lost money...
the wardrobe when i got the money to buy new clothes.
thats all...
now i am penniless.
i am nothing. but i gooseberry.
haha...
i swear, he is not my bro. from now on.