Monday, March 26, 2007 1:16 AM
offday de time always flies very fast de.. ><" went to slp at 11 or 12pm.. waken up by my 904 at 5+, den slp again. den while its still 5+, jason msg sae he very slpy, so ask mi go over CWP visit him.. aga aga jiu noe he wan mi go cover his shift, so he can slp in peace.. haha.. k la.. cux its my fault to hai him lack of slp.. but jio yan go wif mi den kena reject.. cum still got abit de sleepy.. jiu tell jason i slp awhile more den go find him la.. den my 904 ring ring again.. alarm la.. was bz shifting left right left right on my bed. 903 & 904 r both hang right above of my head. which makes it on top of my bed. was totally awake by e "shifting of my body" so went out to litchen to look for food, as my little bro told mi got plenty of food on e table.. he said it fascinatedly de... happily, curiously, hungrily i reach e dinning table, and i found only carriers with gift vouchers and plenty of breadssssssss.. sian dao.. so deceide to set off to vist jason n meiling.
reach CWP, sales isnt good.. din do much dere. jason end up oso din sleep. after werk jiu went 651 lateh wif yan n jason.. kw dun wanna go. n shuhua papa ate a bomb.. so ..... and from dere, my offday comes to an end... nao hia....(quote from yan.. his werds alwaes very "influenciable")
*(904 ring= alarm.. 903 ring=phone call/msg)
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thinkin about futures.. and seeing so many of my friends losing their ways after graduating from poly.. maybe e routes they can choose are wider than students in JC. diploma can go straight to werk, go U(private or govt), advance diploma, go overseas, sign on, and all bla bla bla.. and everyone is afrid of making the wrong decision. especially the guys, cux of the existance of NS.. what i can say is just do the very best you can in ur studies now. i know i dont have the right to talk so much about all this.. i am nothin.. din even finish my poly, and din even know wat to do for my future for this very moment.. waiting for my DAE posting. to think back... i had so called wasted 3yrs of my life in doing sales retail.. if i had not withdraw from NP, i would be the batch graduating in 1 or 2 months time.. did not regret on the decision i have made. my results definitely stinks if i actually continue my studies. its something to do with adaptation. well, its over liao... but i just dunno y i took 3years to find myself.. lucky i am a girl.. i have no more time to waste from now. papa mama r not young liao.. 45 this year. papa is somehow the breadwinner in e family.. come to think of it, papa will be already 48 when i graduate from poly. not that old, but papa not werkin office de. will tired de. if possible, i realli wish that i can get a job which enable mi to support my whole family.. but seriously, i got to do something to decrease my spending ability.. haix.. but now gotta find a part time job which allows mi to earn $800 a month. i realli dun wish to use a single cent of my mama n papa in e whole of my life from now. jux dun wanna be a burden when i am e eldest in the family.
